I, Elodie, am superficial.
I hate that I'm superficial.
I hate that I won't give somebody a second chance unless they wow me, either by looks or by something they say.
I hate that I'm superficial but I'm also not super self-confident.
Because, if I don't feel pretty, if I am not the fittest, why should I be judging others?
I think this is why I have self-esteem problems: I hold others up to an impossible standard, that I feel as if they hold me up to this standard too.
It kind of sucks.
But I'm going to work on it...
No guarantees though.